Please believe it that I see the struggle and I feel the devil and I hear the method and I - God I feel like exposing tonight - Disclosin tonight - Cause I love & hate life - And I don't wanna try - but I gotta know why - I see the blood in my eyes - I see the truth in your lies - Taste the salt when you cry - Smell the hate in my life - Feel the fear when I die - But touch a life if I try

Where do I turn when it's all been run down? The roads been shut down and their song just runs out? The calm need calmed down - They're gone but I belong to the dawn and I'm up all night long I've fallen - Is that an angel or the devil callin? Is that a savior? Is it melancholy? Destined for coffins - Atrophy dissolving - I'm hardly responsive I'm sorry but you got me startled - I've dis-bonded my armory wondering

The moon darkens down in my eyes
And the sun shines bright on yours
You can try to lie but you wear a disguise
And I see right through for sure

Good or bad? Wrong or right? I'll beat today or skip tonight - I'll leave today or strip my rights - I'm so confused on who to fight - More bad luck - Stack it on up - It's not enough and it's not too tough - He likes it rough, bet he gives up - Bet I can't, can't give up

Will it stop? Will it end? Will I die?
Will I live? Will I mend? Well I can try

Everything has a balance in life, so find the dark part hiding in the light, know that everything will be alright
Take the sharp point of the knife, cause when you're fightin the fight, you gotta learn to love & hate life

Everybody wants to do something but yet they do nothing - I'm so tired of struggling - Developing complexes it's gettin too tough and I'm wondering what the purpose is? Cause from my perspective my existence is purposeless - Do I deserve the shit I get? Is this a test that is given? A quiz on character improvement? Or just a movement - Pursuant to a blue state of mind with the attitude to prove it - Don't lose it - Who you know that could always get the short end of the stick? Who you know that could jump right the fuck back up on that bitch? After fallin off of it without a care in the world and not the character to quit - I'm so damaged that's it - But hit or miss I pay no mind to it cause you might be blind - But I'm wide-eyed and lookin to find what I'm searchin for in my life so can you get me come on see the light