Heavenly father looking down from above - Seems this life is the worst kind of love - Push and shove through the grind everytime - With nothing but anxiety and the next hit weighin on my mind - No trust for the ones who pushed me away - The one who sat and listened when you had nothing to say - it's okay - I'm doin things my own way - Stay fake and do the things that you lied about anyway - Today I have absolutely nothing to say about this life - They say pain is pleasure but I'm only feelin strife - Cause everything I do is never enough - Never appreciated when the times got tough - Now I'm just down on my luck - Down on my luck - down on my luck - Just down on my luck - Just down on my luck

You got me so numb - I'm feelin no pain
You got me so numb - I'm feelin no pain
I don't know why I am feelin this way
You got me so numb - I'm feelin no pain

I try everytime - every other day - Everything just goes the same fuckin way - And I don't care anymore, don't care where it started - How I'm gonna end it - Where I'm departin - Everything is the stress - Everything is a blessing - Everything is the pain in me - Everything is the stress - Everything but a blessing - Everything is the pain in me - You see I, I try but, everything just comes back to the start - I try, and I realize that everything just wants to seem to fall apart - Everytime that I try, I try to get back up - Everytime just down on my luck - Everytime, everytime I try to get back up - Everytime just down on my luck

You got me so numb - I'm feelin no pain
You got me so numb - I'm feelin no pain
I don't know why I am feelin this way
You got me so numb - I'm feelin no pain

Is it a shitty year, shitty week, or just a shitty day? When the bad comes in twos you know it comes in tres - 3 things just to ruin it someway - I got blasted in a car but a old man - Lost my job, bout to lose a damn good man - Pancreatic cancer, my uncle, he's got it - Who's got the answer? Who's got the cure? Better stop it - Guess you could say that my life isn't as bad as his and shit it just makes me wish that I'd stop all of my bitching - Just some things that I can't control - Gotta be positive - But how can I be positive when everything is so negative? Everything is so negative - Everything just bearin down on my chest - Makin me run out of breath - Out of breath

You got me so numb - I'm feelin no pain
You got me so numb - I'm feelin no pain
I don't know why I am feelin this way
You got me so numb - I'm feelin no pain